finally caught on.

It finally hit me hard: my middle school days are over.

I mean, it's not like I would take the time to walk through the doorway of every classroom just to commendate "THE LAST TIME I WILL EVER WALK THROUGH DOOR NUMBER WHAT THE FUCK."

To tell you the truth, it's kind of lame how I just realized that school was over seven days after the last day of school. This past week just felt like a prolonged Saturday. Or maybe even kind of like a spring break of sorts. I guess I'll be blogging and foruming more than ever now.

Actually, what I'm currently applying for isn't even a forum. It's roleplaying. I've actually never done it before, so I really don't know what it's like trying to write stories about a character that's already been made up by someone else. And the damn application just isn't going well, it takes too long to finish. I tried telling that to the person who made me sign up for the damn thing but seriously, it's too fucking hard to finish the application in time.

The roleplaying part isn't actually that hard, I mean, I bet I would have fun doing it if I tried, but the stupid application is just..... blargh.

Anyway, it's been summer since a week ago. Which means I probably won't even have anything to write about, except for maybe how tired I am every morning. Oh yeah, and the occasional swimming pool visit. I'm thinking maybe I'm going to sign up for a sport next year after I start conditioning myself over the summer at Lifetime. Now that I have no Gym period and I have this condition where if I don't eat I get really skinny and if I eat a lot I'll get fat really quickly, I decided to maybe change my eating habits or something.

Honestly, I'm getting so fat these days my skin is just flapping everywhere. I need to work out.

...Or maybe, instead of working out and getting all sweaty, I could just go on a diet. Actually, no, because I hate diets. I hate limiting how much I eat. It's better to eat all you want and go work out afterwards than to limit what you eat and start craving more later.

I wish there was a way of working out without sweating, but you know, that's what people say: "Sweating is the beauty of working out" or something like that. But God, if I could just find a way to lose fat without limiting my food or sweating, I would definintely go for it. Except things medication related. Oh, wait, I could just go swimming some more, maybe that would help.

I wonder if you can burn fat by riding roller coasters? :3

I FREAKING WANT A TREADMILL AT MY HOUSE. Currently, the only exercise equipment I have at my house is a pull up bar and this lever thing that you strap your ankles to and then flip backwards. (I don't even know how that helps, but hey, it works.)

If I really wanted to get serious about this conditioning thing, maybe the first thing I have to do is build stamina. Hell, no, I'm not going to go run like a fool outside in a hot pink training jumpsuit. Although, I hear it's healthier to run at night than in the morning. I could hide whatever colors I wear at night, but the air is so damn hot. I think that's why they said it was healthy, since it has all the air residue from the rest of the day. You breathe all kinds of air at once. God, that sounds gross.

There's something else that's been bothering me, too. Now that I'm going to high school, I don't know if I should change alibis or not. I didn't for the transition between elementary and middle school because a lot of people from elementary school already knew me by the name they gave me, so it would have been nearly impossible to change my name then.

Maybe the same goes for high school, but not a lot of people from my middle school are going to my high school since most of them have been transferred to the well-known asian-discriminating Thomas Jefferson High School. Whatever, man, I've already been to a TJ school, it's called TJ elementary.

Mmf, but if I had my way I would go to where the most people from my middle school are going, since a lot of my friends are going there and everybody says it's a great place for music. It's cool, you know, but they also say that this other high school has an awesome art teacher. I'm taking photography, though, so that hardly matters. And I've had my fair share of hypocritical and narcissist art teachers.

And I ran out of hobby ammo (crane paper), so maybe it's time I got started on that application...

I found this from a while ago, too: http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=EROWoXOsXkqNSVW-AD-ADAAA-29d0

I love this website. I kind of hate it, too.