dear jenny...

so u guys have a "youth council" huh? all we have is just "officers." too bad i was too wimpy and shy to try to become a youth group officer.
i guess its okay since im actually a work-behind-the-scenes kind of person, u know what i mean?

newcomers huh..
u know u actually have like a really REALLY important job right? ive been a newcomer to different churches so many times now i think i know what newcomers look for in a church.
i dont think they expect a church to have people that suddenly come up to them and talk like theyre friends if it wasnt the friends that brought them
but if u do help them and talk like theyre ur REAL friends then they would probably like the church a lot more for being so...unified i guess?
first impressions do really make a big impact on how much the newcomers might like the church and i think newcomers should have a good start to their new church brothers and sisters.

idk im giving u so much advice but u probably dont need it...i just know as a behind the scenes person that when i go up to new people when they dont have any friends they really do appreciate it when a normal person talks to them and treats them like a long lost friend. just a thought.

ive never had a decorated locker before...
last year, my friends decorated my locker after school the day before my birthday but the custodian cleaned it up overnight so i saw nothing when i looked at my locker.
when i got to my locker and saw nothing that day i literally burst into tears :'(
my friends told me they DID decorate my locker but i never got to see it...but im glad they took the time to decorate it anyway :)
and this year...i guess nobody knew it was my birthday but when they found out it was too late cuz my bdays in the beginning of the school year (october) and i cant make friends that fast.
so i will never know the middle school happiness of a decorated locker TT^TT but im jk that im sad...maybe i was let down then but now i just regret not being able to see it thats all.

so im so glad ur friend has so many awesome friends like you that decorate her locker so much :) she must be very fortunate to have friends that care so much for her
and im so glad that one of her awesome friends is mine too <3

people think i sound suicidal and depressed if i say good bye at the end of a long letter. i have no idea why though? :/

I LOVE YOU TOO SISTAH <33 good bye...