hrm...

if i was writing a novel, i would call it a writer's block. i need to think!! >.<

oh i found what i was supposed to be thinking about.

so u know how the majority of asians are talking about the TJHSST test thats gonna be coming up this saturday right? see how ONE FRICKIN TEST can ruin a whole week?

"im not even doing well in school anymore cuz of all this studying i have to do."

"dude i cant wait for the test!"

"i HAVE to ace this test or else my parents are gonna disown me!"

"if i make it to TJ, my parents are gonna get me an ipad!"

but some people (such as a lot of my friends) say "eh im not gonna make it but im gonna take it anyway" when in REALITY their mothers are forcing their poor widdle asian children to take a test they dont wanna take. and when asian mothers ask each other how theyre shaping their kids up for the "big" test, they tell each other "oh, i dont know what to do cuz my son/daughter is always rolling on the floor asleep."

guess why? cuz they dont wanna share the secret to their success.

i dont think im gonna make it either cuz of the essay writing part. im blogging so much and yet my writing skills havent improved since i stray off topic too much, so they say. the math and reading part of it is pretty okay tho.

and im speaking the acutal truth: my mom has NOT forced me to take the TJ test. i am dead serious. i just came home from school one day and went "hey mom? i kinda wanna take the test now" and she was all, "yeah i was kinda thinking that too." God knows how we got to that decision. so i ended up getting ready for the test.

im not really sweating it tho since im running out of time to study and i havent studied that much since my mom didnt force me to take the test OR make me study for it.

shes not an irresponsible mother, i swear. she just doesnt believe in making children applying for something that their heart isn't in. i agree, but not because im a kid. when it comes to empathy, i know exactly how someone else is feeling even though i never have felt it before in my own life. its a pretty cool thing too, learning from other peoples feelings. ive done it so many times i cant believe im only living one life and not a million diverse lives.

but the only people i cant sense the feelings of are the abused children and the homeless. i can get to lonliness really easily but...idk bout the truly lonely ones. the best i can do is touch on those and feel immensely sorry for them.

since when was i an emphatical person, you ask? since i was born dipwads. this is something you're born with.